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SPiRAL: This is NOT the end...
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[19 Feb 2009|12:57pm] |
Its been so long since I've last given this journal of mine an entry...Lots of things happened since the days then and the me now.
I take a look at myself and see so how lively I used to be....but also recollect how so unfocused and too carefree at those times. Well, here I am again. Still me, just grown up now, but old habits die hard.
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[27 Feb 2007|11:33pm] |
But I hate pretty boys. So fuck you Kanda Yuu. Fuck you and your pretty, trap face; fuck your Yakisoba; and fuck you for having wet-dreams of meeting a certain man before you die.
You're a terrible jackass.
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[27 Feb 2007|11:31pm] |
TGI Friday's is always a great thing back in Japan. Y'know, hangingout with friends, checking out on some FRESH chicks with nice, fashionable street clothes and kicking back to play Guilty Gear.
Here in the Philippines I get blackouts, expressive homos, and incompetent teachers. Fuck. You're all horrible retards for not bringing me to the States so I can get shot and get mugged....get ripped off by some hooker by the street corner...Taxis passin' me by cuz of the color of my skin....
You know what? I just wanna go back to Japan - or have sweet btsks with Yuu-kun/Don and Lavi-kun/Henri. God I miss you guys. Did something happen to you Henri...? Your LJ's been gone for a while now.
Oh! Lastly! I've followed the footsteps of the trickster, Lavi/Rabi himself :> You're in ways an inspiration to this old boy, Lavi-kun. I am now a HAMMER-SWINGING RECESS.
Speaking of which: Kanda Yuu kinda does remind me of Sol Badguy with his sullen and unfriendly attitude whilst Rabi reminds me of Axl Low. Is this just coincidence why I kinda like both?
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| Another One Bites The Dust |
[09 Feb 2007|06:36am] |
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A recollection of how the course of my life has been going so far: I've never been happier as I had met 2 wonderful women who would teach me that I can indeed love again. Abby, who is an amazingly collected woman of 16 and Kena a woman pure of heart, aged 17. Both would teach me to somehow recourse from my past to be with another.
Honestly though, my past loves would always end with me being hurt, if not my partner. However, the past loves I have are memories I cannot forgive. Though they have mistakened me, I do not hate the women of my past life. I still love the sinners, but I have always detested the sin. I know in my heart though, I still love the women of my past, through the times they have flowered into people most beautiful. Though they cannot see the love I still have for them, I emit it nonetheless.
Now, I'm with Kena (WHO IS A HOT BABE BTW.) and I haven't had so much happiness for such a long time that I forget to look at the time and *gasp!* OMG it's already past midnight! I still have school dammit! >O
Yeah...I kinda skipped off a few Fridays, but I'll make it today. I swear it on my name. God, Kena don't know how much I'm so addicted to her right now.
With that said.
SPEAKING OF WHICH I have made new LJ Icons for my aesthetic tastes. I facking pwn bitches.
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| I Love |
[24 Dec 2006|06:43pm] |
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Yuu-kun's vagina. Loldiefag.
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| Christmas Eve |
[24 Dec 2006|06:38pm] |
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...Couldn't get my hands on a Nintendo Wii so I'm like "Fuck I don't have anything for Christmas", so I'm thinkin' of going to Roppongi and fuck me some nice 16 year old School Girls wanting to party. Or go to Machida to play in the Arcades, whichever works. But for tonight, Imma waste myself with some Baileys or MGD's. Dunno, I kinda have a wanting for beer more than liquor, kinda unusual for me. Goes down more smoother.
To my friends, all of you, and I do mean all of you. A Happy Merry Christmas.
Pls lemme touch your Wii?
lick your Wii?
sniff your Wii?
**** your Wii?
I also wanna apologies to McDohl for being an asshole/drunk/dullard and ruining his and probably others Friend-viewing benefits. So I apologies. My bad.
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| After 9 Corona's... |
[22 Dec 2006|09:22pm] |
Srsly, nothing changed. But I did fall in love with myself in front of the Mirror and started kissin' x frenchin' the damn thing. People thought I was going nuts.
But in all honesty I think I'm pwnage....!!
LOLOLOLOLOL
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I'm so lonely *sigh* u_u
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| Yo My Buttfucks |
[11 Dec 2006|09:08pm] |
How are you?! D:
I bring presents from the South Pole! THE SOUTH POLE ITSELF! >_>! GO ON! DIG IN!
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| The Art of Bullets |
[05 Oct 2006|10:56pm] |
I've finally got to watch the movie Equilibrium. Though most of the movie revolved around drama about a Utopia...the fireworks just blew my mind. O_O
I wish to make Guns my new kind of martial arts. The art of using statistics and being able to utilize statistics to catch opponents upon their trajectories before vicinity of focused fire. I still need mastery of aim and over recoil though. ;_;
God...using Guns as a martial arts...killing as many opponents within every flowing movement and repositioning. For those who wanna know the art of Gunkata, you should watch this video:
The Art of Bullets
Watching this movie is like watching Bicentenial Man on steroids and wash it down with dual Berettas/Glocks/Bad Assitude. D:
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| Such a lonely Birthday |
[29 Sep 2006|10:32pm] |
...Well, as of the 29th of September is my date of birth. So yeah...Happy Birthday to me.
*sigh* so lonely.
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[26 Sep 2006|09:57pm] |
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...I'm going to kill you.
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| I AM GOD! |
[21 Sep 2006|03:04pm] |
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Mike Hunt craves for some hardcore Spiral-action.
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| When All Goes Well |
[21 Sep 2006|03:01pm] |
Hrm...It's actually been quite a while since I took any activities such as singing, exercising, or even fap fapping to Bridget porn.
So I have a new recourse set in m'head: I'm gonna go back to music and be vocalist for any band that I come across. I've always wanted to sing for a crowd. It gives me more excitement than Bridget pr0n itself just to stand out from everyone else and allowing them to hear the uprising roar of my rebellion.
...I also wish I had Freddie Mercury's flamboyancy when singing "Killer Queen". That Man is made of GOD. >_>
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| ...Die |
[20 Sep 2006|10:19pm] |
I will kill  this faggot for a new PS2 mod chip. T_T
I RLY wanan play Xenogears Episode III...DAMN YOU DAISUKE!
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| O RLY? |
[20 Sep 2006|10:07pm] |
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O RLY?
O RLY??
O RLY?!
O SLY!
YA RLY!
...NOT RLY!
NO WAI!
T_T
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| AHMAHGAWD STFU |
[16 Sep 2006|06:54pm] |
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For now, I'mma exaggerate my feelings:
Today I'm pretty much like my usual self - lazy, bored, and emotionless. I then saw some fucktard pass by me, I LAWL'd and just called him names. Afterwards, to much leisure tinged by my lazy. boorish, and emotionless nature, I watched the guy burn his left nut.
From that exaggerated story, you can tell how I feel.
Btw, I welcome my Western Bitch - Lavi - to my LJ. Lavi-kun, do well to suck m'cock and please me.
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| 13-Day Countdown |
[16 Sep 2006|01:57pm] |
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...my birthday will be comming soon. Thinking about the many birthdays I've had, I feel a bit of melancholy upon the arrival of this one. 19 years of age...and I'm haunted by bad memories...memories of the longevity that is myself being a lonewolf. No, just a plain loner.
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| Morning Glory |
[12 Sep 2006|05:24am] |
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Just woke up. MORNING FUCING ERECTION!!! GIGGITY!! >_>
I woke up around 4 o'clock to work on a project for Engrish Class 3, here in the Filipino University I'm studying in. Oh, in case much of anyone wants to ask...I'm studying to become a Therapist, and I hope I get there. Yeah, I found myself a passion to helping others and this occupation coexists with me to help myself as well. About 2010, or so I recall upon statistics, the Therapy occupation will be much needed in the states and will have an INCREASE of income, thus will help me financially. And by raise I mean this: 70+ American Dollars per hour. 70,000$ - 90,000$ annualy. I want to give my family and wife/bitch a good foundation of financial safety before I incorporate them into my life. Who knows what the future will bring for me...but I have much recourse to making a certain girl to be the only one in my heart.
Who knows though, as much as she said it...Who knows what the future will bring? This future is now my resolve...
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